Chapter 11
"I...the reason why I came to this show..." Jian Xingsui seemed to be stuck halfway through his speech. He was clearly hesitating but it made everyone even more curious.2
Some viewers in the live broadcast room had felt a little bored and sleepy after watching the first few performances, but suddenly a strange person like Jian Xingsui appeared, which attracted everyone\'s attention:
"I\'m so anxious."
"What mystery is this brother going to unfold?"
"Haha, I\'m really being anxious to death"
The jury\'s host, Mr. Li, who was originally engaged in the comedy industry, tried to comfort him and joked: "It takes so long for you to think about it ah.Such a need for hesitation for a single answer??? I suspect that your purpose is not to debut but to go directly to the Oscars. "
The others laughed too.
Because everyone normally thinks what purposes the trainees who come here usually can have except for being able to debut and being successful in the entertainment industry?
Fu Jinxiao seemed to have seen through Jian Xingsui\'s hesitation. The film emperor picked up the mic, raised his eyes slightly, and said slowly, "Just tell the truth."
Maybe the film emperor himself said this as a comfort to a contestant to let him not be nervous.What he didn\'t know was that in the ears of other contestants, hearing such words was an encouragement, but in Jian Xingsui\'s ears, it was completely different.
[Be honest, tell the truth, have you heard?]
The film emperor Fu\'s coercion lies in the fact that the man doesn\'t need to make a threatening gesture. Even if it\'s just a light sentence that he says, it can make you feel panic.
It was also these words that made Jian Xingsui finally decide to tell the truth. Under the pressure on his head, he finally decided to give it up. He took a deep breath and said, "I came here because I heard that you can get 20,000 yuan if you pass the first audition.I came here because I was short of money and needed this money for an emergency. "3
"..."
The whole scene fell into silence.
This originally sounded a little outrageous, but for some reason, it was inexplicably funny when it came out of the serious-faced Jian Xingsui\'s mouth.
Teacher Li was the first to be unable to hold back, and he burst out laughing.
Tuya wanted to chuckle at first, but she couldn\'t hold it any longer. The silver bell-like laughter sounded clearly on the stage where the tutors were sitting.Only Fu Jinxiao was calmer. The elegant and dignified man didn\'t have any superfluous expressions on his face. He just glanced at Jian Xingsui lightly, the meaning was unclear.
Teacher Li was overjoyed: "ARE YOU SERIOUS?"
Jian Xingsui nodded resignedly.
Teacher Li of course didn\'t buy it, and asked him, "Then you really don\'t have any other purposes? For example, you came here because you love the stage?"
Jian Xingsui smiled bitterly. Since he decided to tell the truth and anticipated the consequences, he bowed deeply and decided to accept everything:"Purposes can only be pursued when living conditions permit. I don\'t have that condition yet. I\'ve wronged the mentors, and I\'ve wronged the stage."
When his voice fell, the program crew behind him thought that this was just the right time to pit him.The big screen even brought up the surveillance footage of Jian Xingsui when he had come for the audition.
On the screen, the director asked him what requirements he had for the program crew. Then Jian Xingsui asked him if they would cover his living and eating expenses. He also asked if the thing about 20,000 yuan was real. Later, one of the program staff had asked for leave.He actually asked the program team if they could hire him as the temporary worker. This really showed that he was really short of money and he didn\'t lie.
The three scenes were played in turn, accompanied by funny music, making the audience laugh.
Teacher Li smiled and joked: "While others came here to pursue their dreams, you came here to make money ah!"
The entertainment effect was perfect.
But it was unknown why they also felt a little sad. Although Jian Xingsui\'s reason was very funny, it also made people feel real.These days, only qualified people can pursue their ideals and stage. Most people have to continuously struggle even for 20,000 yuan.
The audience activity in the live broadcast room had reached the highest level in this period, and the number of comments had also skyrocketed. The screen was full of:
"Brother buzz head, you are so real."
"Twenty thousand yuan brother, you are so sincere."
"Hahaha, only you are a real worker."
"The director was stunned at the time, hahaha"
Everyone was trying to uplift the heavy atmosphere by making jokes.
Maybe it was because everyone also had such a difficult time at least once.So facing such a sincere young man, they felt relatable.
The sweat on Jian Xingsui\'s forehead at the scene was about to drip, but he couldn\'t lose face in front of his idol.He could only hold on. He looked at the mentor\'s platform anxiously feeling a bit uneasy. He thought that Fu Jinxiao would look down on him, but the man just turned on the microphone and said in a deep voice, "What kind of talent did you bring?"
Jian Xingsui replied, "It\'s "Outliers".
This song was a very popular song. Although it was popular, it was very difficult to sing. Very few contestants dare to choose his song on the stage because it was really difficult to control their voice while recording let alone singing on the live broadcast stage.
Fu Jinxiao nodded: "Let\'s start."
The mentor spoke and they officially entered the performance time. The stage was quiet, the spotlights flickered, and the background music sounded. Before that, Jian Xingsui on the stage was a little reserved, shy, and looked a little silly, but when the music sounded, the person standing on the stage seemed to suddenly change his aura. It was that kind of aura that was formed because of how serious he looked. His that serious look really made him look too attractive.
The soothing and melodious top tune slowly sounded, allowing the originally restless scene to slowly settle down.
Jian Xingsui held the microphone. His face was calm and his long eyelashes drooped down. His originally clear voice was now a little deep and slow:
"You appeared too suddenly. I just happened to pass by again."
"The opportunity is rare and subjective, but I think it\'s hard to grab it and I also can\'t touch it..."
This time in rebirth, he didn\'t expect that he would come to such an entertainment variety show. At first, he wanted to avoid contact with the Jian family and the protagonist.He thought that if he would go to Zhang\'s house, his life would be much better. After all, he was their \'\'real son\'\'. He thought he could finally get that warmth from his real parents. He thought as long as his real parents loved and supported him, his life would be meaningful. He thought.......................all of it was only his own thought. The actual fact was that no matter what he did, he couldn\'t be accepted by others. Knowing his reality, he wanted to leave the city. He was penniless, so he wanted the 20,000 yuan through this variety show but he had never expected to actually get the opportunity to see his idol.
In fact, it was not just now but since long long ago that he was unlikable.
Although he used to be the young master of the Jian family, it seemed that many people were being nice to him, but in private, these people had completely different opinions about him:
"Jian Xingsui is also a second-generation rich man."
"If he didn\'t have that money, do you think I would have hung out with him?"
"Hahahaha, do you remember the last time he looked like a fool!"
Friends, he indeed had many of them, but then again what friends would hang out with their friend for money. What friends would always badmouth their friend once he wasn\'t present? What friends wouldn\'t try to understand him but instead lead him to the dark abyss? He hated the hypocrisy of these people. But again, he was also afraid of being disliked and abandoned by everyone. He didn\'t want to be alone. ALONE, this word was too terrifying for him because during the countless nights, at the place where no one knew, he had cried countless times ALONE. At that time, it was difficult for him to even face himself. In junior high school, during his dark times, he heard Fu Jinxiao\'s song by chance. That song brought him strength and gave him a little comfort.
The background music on the stage was still playing. He sang in a low voice: "You brought my happiness and made life a little more colorful. The treasure like you, however, was destined to be held by someone else. Are you mine..."
Others told him that he was a scumbag, living a rich life, and having whatever he wanted. Only he himself knew that under the lively appearance he always pretended to have in order to not affect people who cared for him, there was a fragile and lonely heart that nobody wanted to understand and care for. He didn\'t want to accept the fact that the people he thought would care for him were the ones who wanted him to disappear. Amidst this, he chose to believe in only one person.What is the power of believing in an idol? Perhaps it was because of the strength and independence of the other party, which made himself yearn for him and gave birth to a positive force. He was a star, but the light he emitted was, unfortunately not aimed at himself.
"I was unable to ask for you, who never seemed to have been made for me. My existence in the world doesn\'t matter anymore..."
On the stage, the voice of the boy singing in a low voice was low and gentle. His singing voice did not have such mature skills but sounded very emotional. When he sang, his low voice could easily bring people\'s feelings into it. After the first half of the song, the tone of the music began to rise, Jian Xingsui\'s eyelashes trembled slightly. He finally raised his head. His eyes met with that person sitting on the jury. It looked like he was singing to the audience, but again it also looked like he was singing to someone.The intense emotion contained in his high pitches numbed the scalp and shook the soul of the people presented there.
"You occupied my happiness. This world which doesn\'t want to have anything to do with me is colorless without you."
It seemed like he was singing but also expressing emotions:
"Anyway, my existence in the world was made fun of, anyway, my hidden personality is yours..."
When he started to sing, the whole place was very quiet. Such a strong emotional mobilization was very rare.When the music entered the climax, the extremely strong sad tone was sung loudly, which made one\'s heart tense. When the music ended, the tone suddenly dropped, and the low and soothing male voice gradually lowered: "Until people with ulterior motives become transparent...... I\'ll always be near you. I\'ll also keep exchanging my tomorrow to be able to......... get close with you..."
After the song was over, there was a moment of silence in the entire venue, followed by roaring applause.
What\'s even more outrageous was that because his song was so emotionally contagious, some of the trainees in the audience didn\'t know which old friend they were thinking of, some of them were actually wiping their tears.
Jian Xingsui bowed to the jury: "Thank you, mentors, my performance is over."
Tuya opened the microphone first.The woman\'s eyes had turned slightly red. She was trying to organize the language. She said: "Well, I think, although the way you sing has not reached a particularly professional level, and you might not have handled some parts well, but I must say, your singing ability has its own special points and characteristics."
Teacher Li said next to him, "He sings... he sings very emotionally!"
Even the hip-hop singer Liu Shuang opened the microphone and said: "This really is a kind of rare talent. You sang really well. At first, when I heard that you were doing it for money, I wondered if you had come here just to hang out, but the way you sang this song was amazing."
Jian Xingsui\'s originally nervous mood eased a little. Then his eyes fell on Fu Jinxiao cautiously and nervously, as if as long as Film Emperor Fu doesn\'t speak, he would not get his real evaluation.What he didn\'t know was that when his eyes were looking at Fu Jinxiao, there was some eagerness and expectation that could not be concealed, but he was trying hard to hold back and did not dare to show it.
His that awkward appearance made Fu Jinxiao feel inexplicably interesting. It was like a puppy that had been bullied and hurt by everyone in this world was finally seeing someone who could give him some warmth and right judgment. He also looked like someone who really wanted to be recognized and praised, but he didn\'t dare to show it, so he could only stand pitifully in place.
Tuya looked sideways and asked in a low voice, "What does Mr. Fu think, which rating suits him better? I think B is fine."
Liu Shuang on the other side heard it and leaned over: "Will B be too high, that An Ran performed well before, and only got a B.We\'ve only had two Bs so far, and don\'t forget, he can\'t dance. "
Teacher Li also nodded and whispered: "Indeed. Won\'t giving him B make other trainees feel unfair?"
In this way, it seemed that only Tuya supported B, so Tuya faced the two votes of the two mentors and set her eyes on Fu Jinxiao again. She asked in a low voice, "Mr. Fu, what do you think ne?"
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The author has something to say:
The original song is Xue Zhiqian\'s